Toni 22nd October 2023

I can’t believe it’s been a year Dad. That’s 365 days of missing you and wishing you were here. 365 days hoping I’ll wake up from this bad dream and you’ll be there, sat at the table. A year of trying to come to terms with what’s happened, but struggling A year of needing you and your advice, but having to do it alone. A year of not being able to sit and chat for hours, not being able to hug you, laugh with you or just have you here. I wish it was only a year Dad, but it’s going to be a lifetime. Trying to navigate my way through life without you here. I won’t ever understand why it had to be you, my dad. We will continue to make you proud, continue keeping your memory alive and will always continue loving you. You will always be my Dad, wherever you are. I love you Dad, forever 🩵